When I visit Moms that just gave birth and are holding their new born baby...there is this look of love and the statement of a new understanding of love...
Sometimes I get these craving to have 10 or 20 babes. I also want to breast feed maybe for a year or two or more maybe 10, 20 years...I mean I have these big breasts that sometimes look huge and I just want to experience one of the amazing reasons they have graced my chest!
People say adopt. I really don't have the money unless I move to a kibbutz or some commune in the USA that supports having babies but if you are middle class or a single woman the USA is not the place to have babies.
Anyway if I had that many babies I would need to have mega bucks because diapers, clothing, health insurance and college tuition can mean mega bucks these days and I would have to get a tummy tuck and both breasts lifted...
My knee joints feel 200 years old and certain parts of my body feel like an 18 year old. I am a single which is even odd in Manhattan. I have always been single and it makes you real out there on the edge. I have even been refused seating at a restaurant because the owner stated he makes more money seating couples.
I have never lived with a lover or been married and now I want 5 husbands at once to give me babies, help raise the kids and take care of me so they would have to be younger men!
I guess I need to form a new religion.
Just joking......
sort of...
ps My best friend is having a piece published on sex-- actually orgasms in an upcoming issue of an online mag and it is explosive in a good way! I love her. We are the same age, both artists and both very passionate!
